I'm sitting by myself at a restaurant. And it's not even Starbucks.
This does not always bode well for me. The last time I did this, I ventured out at the early end of happy hour, and I found myself eating breadsticks at the bar near a man, also alone, who was clipping his fingernails in public.
(With such hygiene habits, it was shocking that he was alone. I'm sure you agree.)
But I am alone. I choose to be.
Alone is a choice.
Alone is brave.
There's always a companion waiting.
A person,
safe or otherwise;
a bottle,
prescribed or not;
a website,
solicited or un;
a vice,
claimed or unnamed;
an object of affection,
inanimate or personified.
I have all of these.
Alone can actually be hard to find.
The real deal variety, that is.
Alone doesn't mean lonely.
Besides, today's alone comes with a half-order of salty, soft pretzels.
And a diet coke with lime.
And I always have my words.
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I make it a point to go out alone at least once a month. I take whatever book I'm reading and order something delicious. I tip them well for leaving me be. And I leave feeling better about myself because I can be alone and okay. I bet those pretzels were delicious!
My current favorite John Mayer song is Perfectly Lonely. An excerpt:
Nothing to do, nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do, no one to be
Is it really hard to see?
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely, yeah
Cause I don't belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me
I have been following your blog for a while, your grace and wisdom is beautiful. Tuck and Ty are so lucky to have you as a mommy.
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